My boobs looks big in most of the pictures -.- HAHAHAHAHAHA.





Sorry, my blog my say. Am I too open? HAHA. So as planned, went to the airport. Did my geography homework only but I took about... I don't know how long but that was all that I did during the whole time we were in T2's Macdonalds. Hah. My plan to study Physics = major failure. Because we kept on talking and laughing and kept getting distracted by the people around us. So.. hahaha. Camwhored after that and bla bla bla.

First day of menses = means that I'm having stomach cramps = means that I hate it. End.

Okay a quick update before I go and shower cos I'm already gonna be late! Ok damn it, I hope I'm not gonna be that late. Mum told me about us moving to Philippines until the fucking government or HDB allows us to get our own house. I'm getting paranoid, scared, everything. Hah, I can't imagine not schooling in Greendale and living in Singapore anymore. I guess she just casually said that and that it isn't even gonna happen, at all.

So I spent my day yesterday studying Maths, chapter 1. I got stucked @ exercise 1E amd got really depressed so I stopped. Heading out in awhile to the airport to resume studying. Oh wait, I've not yet showered and I'm supposed to reach there by 1pm. I'm such a procrastinator. Amazing grace~

P/S: To Nis, I consider this kinda post long enough HAHA wait for a longer post, soon! HAHA.

tedious

Woah, kinda miss that hair colour on me. HAHA! Okay so haven't been updating for quite awhile. Been heck busy with school and shits. There's like always something going on after school, almost everyday. Trying to deal with the fact. Last night, went for the meet the parents session. Arrived a little late. Principal talk was the shitz! Haha, on the contrary. It was so long... and full of uneccesary blabberings. My Father fell asleep. Expected it for sure. He couldn't stop complaining. When it finally ended, I just got to know that we had to take a queue number -.- Took it and it was No. 21. He is one rushy person. So I just took what I had to and we left. Well. THATS IT. Wasted his time.

Now I feel like my sickness is coming back. Feverish feeling. Stupid shit. It's almost 2. Have yet to take my bath. It's a bloody Saturday, I should be going out but, no. I have to study. "If you start now, I promise you'll not regret it later on." AHAHAHAH REMEMBER?

Okay my neck aches like hell. Bye.

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T Mills♥

Okay hot hot hot, right? So I've been sick for 4 days now. I went home during recess time yesterday and got a 1 day MC. I felt terrible yesterday. My head felt heavy, my thoat felt like as though something was blocking it and my runny nose just won't go away. So thank god I'm way way way better now.

Oh yeah, I ate chicken porridge for yesterday's dinner and today's breakfast. Thanks Mum for cooking it upon request <3 Hahaha shut up.

I feel so good. Just because I did my maths homework and did a few sums from the textbook, and revised a little Physics. I'm so proud of myself! HAHA what. the. fuck. So I'm back to school tomorrow. So fucked up boring.

Okay lah i don't know why I can't handle guys. Every single thing they do is annoying to me. HAHAHAHA and so I wonder how am I going to find the "right one". HAHAHAHA -.-

Can't wait for EM tomorrow! :)

xoxo.

sick as fuck

I'm annoyed. I've been shitting continuously since afternoon and my stomach hurts. I've been a having a runny nose since last night and I think I might have a fever. You don't know how I feel. Maybe you do but... nevermind.

I'm done with colouring of the logos. An accomplishment. Okay fuck, stop sneezing already!!! I'm still not done whining about how fast weekends flies by. Ugh, I can't wait for be done with my N Levels. Will enjoy like fuck everyday... Hahahaha. So yeah. For now, I'll just have to bear with school, which is too draggy.

Waiting for Mum to get home with my yong tau fu. I hope I start shitting again so I won't need to attend school tomorrow.

Have fun having Monday Blues guys :)

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Jamie Conday ♥

Maths is a very fucked up subject. It's literally killing my brain cells, I swear. I don't know how much longer I can put up with tough questions. I'm gonna try to do my maths homework soon. Haha, guess what time it is? Almost 10.30pm. I doubt it's a good time to think. More pimples are growing on my forehead. Deeeeeep shit. I MUST go to bed by 11.30 today.

So school was............ so well-spent. Well not. I was in school for 10 freaking hours today. And not only today but tomorrow, Thursday and for the rest of my school days this year until N levels are over. Awesome indeed..

OKay right. I'm gonna post some pictures of female models below. Someone requested me to :) Sorry if you find it stupid or disgusting. Whatever.

mission failed

Time is 12:16. I'm only left with about 4 hours of sleep. My intention to start on my homework failed. Badly. Got so bloody hooked on the computer and so I kept delaying it... Total fail. Gonna hit the sack very soon. Suprisingly, I am already yawning. Weekends ended just like that... Don't you feel like it's so freaking fast? And when you're in school, time flies by so slowly like t...........h...........i............s......................

Ok fuck my life for the millionth time. Goodnight.

saosin

Saosin is fucking coming to Singapore next month! Woa woa woa. I feel like going. But Anthony Green's no longer a part of the band. So idk idk idk. Plus the fact that I'm broke doesn't help either.

NAFA

So yesterday went to NAFA with the rest of the art students. The open house was awesome. But the outing wasn't. Simply because Mdm Goh was being so darn rushy and old fashioned. She kept checking the god damn time like every second. So not cool. And it annoyed us so much.. The course that really really really caught my attention was the fashion design course. Like ahhhh.. So tempting!!! The other one was media or whatever, I think. It looks fun. So yeah thats it. We only had a short period of time to look around. Wanted to go to their open house again today but Mum doesn't let me go out -.-

Like wtf can. I know I'm having my N's this year but do you need to be so paranoid?? Imagine studying all the way from now onwards till the actual day without going out? Wow. Mad crazy.




This is so fucking pretty. I'm jealous.

And.. this.



Flirting point? So I guess people do gather round here to flirt. hahahahaha.

whats up?

School's been really hectic and tedious. Everything just gets tougher and sometimes I feel like I can't cope with it anymore. I just hope I'll do well for n levels. I wanna fucking go to Poly but due to some circumstances, I don't wanna go for o's. Hahahah, stupid.

Today had morning run for like the first time in so many months. It was okay except for "something" that slowed me down. Like wtf...... It was 2 rounds outside the school. Even tiring than last year. Well sweated like fuck.

(ok damn it. i'm holding my bladder.)

So basically I hate Thursdays because it's the so called "heaviest bag day". I'm trying to bring every single book required on that day. Good student -.- AHAH. Plus, I've planned to start revising on my weaker subjects from next week onwards. I hope I can because I still got Art to prioritise. Like, 3 days a week, extra classes. Die ah, what else.

Tomorrow going to NAFA for the art whatever thingy. Excited, somehow! Okay so goodbye for now. Fuck it because I'm not going to paramore's concert........ Maybe backstreet boys? Not joking.

P/S: i miss ena and lin. ahhhhhhhhh :(

companions

We build friendships with new people. We become distant with people whom we've known for a long time. To those who leaves for a stupid reason, fuck off. If not, it's really sad.

wow.

Tomorrow is Monday. Fuck my life. Weekends passes by ever so quickly. And then my never ending depression starts. I lost 3kg in one day. Hahahahaha. Something was wrong with the weighing scale and yet no one informed the teacher. Great. I just realised I get emotional easily. Which is fucked up. Okay bye.

rants

*yawns* School was blah. At one point or another, my eyes will go all steamy and I sometimes fall asleep without realising it. Tests are already on. My school bag just gets heavier every single day and I hate it. Tomorrow PE. Height and weight. I get nervous about it every year, can't lie. Hahahah I checked my weight earlier and I'm so relieved to know that I more or less maintained my weight. So much for being paranoid, right... So I skipped dinner again. Ok goodnight. Tomorrow sleeping over @ ina's place. Excited for the millionth time. Hahahah goodnight? <3

school

Hi. So today's the third day of school. Imagine, only the 3rd freaking day and I'm already so stressed up about N levels. All that I've ever heard the teachers talk about is on how tough it is gonna be. Thought of dropping Art, but I thought really hard about it. It will be a disadvantage for me. Haha, but I kinda planned my future. I'm so gonna leave secondary school after this year. I don't think I'd make it to O's anyways.. So yea. But I'd like so much to go to Poly -.- Hahahahah. I'll try to concentrate, try to study hard for the upcoming major exam.

Art sucks balls. But I got to do it anyway.

School rules are getting stupid. Lame. Feels like they're treating us like primary school kids.

Haha oh yah, I only got a half an hour sleep on the first day of school. Mate steam all the way. So sleepy. So far, not so good. There'll be a certain point of time when my eyes will go all droopy and I'll feel like sleeping.

K bye.

woman clad in a bikini was openly molested by at least four men

all i gotta say that this is sick. and can you see that? like 3 out of 4 of the men groping her were indians. that is why i have something against them. am sorry. plus, no one even tried to help her. or maybe she's just causing trouble?

randy pangalila

hmm, look at how cute he is!! *squels*

Hi, Randy Pangalila is kinda my new love. And I don't know why I've been having a craze for indonesian songs lately. I've been listening to them 24/7. Bapak doesn't want to send me so fuck, I have to bear with an hour bus ride to tampines :(

last day for enjoying

Was out with Mum yesterday to get my school bag. And I'm so very satisfied with it! It's pink in colour. I quickly grabbed the bag and decided to get it when another girl was eyeing on it. Haha! I hope it's gonna be worth it since it didn't come cheap. Initial plan was to check out the shops @ Heeren and the shopping centre next to the Lido (which i don't know the name). But since I thought I found "the one" already, I just bought it. Plus, this pair of fucking rad pink Lee Cooper shoes I saw at the shop really really really caught my heart! <3 It's so fucking nice. I'm so gonna get it soon enough hehehehe -.-

Went to Takashimaya since Mum has a $40 voucher. But really, there's nothing that's worth 40bucks over there that is pleasing. Walked walked walked. I got hungry so we left. Ate yong tau fu @ this foodcourt in Lucky Plaza. Decided to head back home. Then... there's like a mega sale @ this temporary Cotton On shop in the pathway leading to the control station. What else? I went in lah! HAHA. Ended up buying this greyish tight fitting blouse, a black flowery long blouse and a bra. I wanted to buy a couple of their shorts over there but Mum said that the below part doesn't cover the private part very much, hahahahahahahha. So yeah. Went back home after that.

So as you might have heard -______-, tomorrow we're all back to school. My art preparation is not even considered "half done". It's much lesser than half. So, I'm dead on that aspect. Have not bought the necessary stationery, no pencil case, haven't changed the shoelaces. Hell yes, I'm so ready for school! Will be at Tampines tonight. Accompanying Lin with the bus journey... Ugh. See you guys tomorrow. Have fun.

Mate mcm steam only!













DAY OF COUNTDOWN.



















HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. I KNOW, WTF.

Spent the last day of 2009 @ Kallang with Ena, her bro, ex and Lyna. Seperated from them and went to meet Aie @ Harbourfront to pass his present. Then went back again to Kallang. Took a cab to Kallang Leisure Park since I don't know shit how to even get there. Met them again. Ditched plans of watching the fireworks for Alvin and The Chipmunks 2. Very cute movie! Then decided to slack around the area. Sat down and talked for awhile until we decided to drink. Tagged along to 7-Eleven and bought Long Islands, Blackcurrant Vodkas and Amsterdam (pukes). Went back to our spot and I was the first one to get tipsy. Then I got more and more crazy. Somehow I started drinking Amsterdam. I usually hate beers. I began talking nonsense and all of them just go with the flow by entertaining me.

Moved to another place. I became more stupid by then. Started smoking like nobody's business. Can you imagine? For more than half the year, I didn't smoke and I did it again -.- Gah. Then I started calling Aie (for no reason yet again). Bothered them like fuck until 5+ in the morning. HAHAHAHAHAHAA. Kinda funny. But sorry! Ok bla3. I kept pestering Ina and all for more drinks. Then I got tired so I fell asleep till about 7? We left the place @ 7.30am. Took a cab back home. Slept till 3pm. And now I'm back home.

School's in 2 days. ugh damn. art. shit. how?