i bite my lips

"cute"









And then I was drunk and I look so..... (inserts word)



HAHAHAHAHAAHAH!

I couldn't feel myself yesterday. Tried slapping my face and biting my lips a lot of times but still.... Vomitted twice -____- Thanks Raf♥ for sending me home.

Missed school today. Felt really nauseous. Now going to compass point to have my lunch with Arina then head to school for art remedial. Hehe, Nis, I will remove that picture when I get back home eh? Muahs.

Toodles.

memories

Firstly, sorry Ian, no pictures of sexy girls for you yet. I'll put them up when i feel like it. You can start whining and screaming now :P HAHHAAHHA.

(oops deleted the picture for Nisryna's sake)

School was ugh. Had maths remedial till 3.30, I think? Had a hard time trying to solve just 5 pathetic questions. Baby texted me almost throughout the whole day. Next time accompany with my pathetic train ride ♥ HAHAHAH.

Okay not much now. I'm feeling sleepy already. Haha wtf it's not even midnight! Drinking session been moved forward to tomorrow. I know right -.- But it's okay. I'll go with the flow.

Today talked about eyebags during malay lesson, somehow. I've been advised to sleep early by Mr Zaini. Well, maybe I should? My eyebags are getting worse. Gonna tie my hair in braids tomorrow, along with Nis <3

should've kicked your dick

Banglas freak me out. SORRY.

I am greatly traumatized by today's incident. (haha okay i'm not that affected but eew) I'm trying to forget about it. Ah fuck! Okay, so the train was packed as hell. I was standing face to face with this bangla man. I can sense him staring at me actually so I avoided eye contact and turned my head to the other side. Then... he kept moving towards me. I can feel something touching my body. His fucking dick. touching. me. i. can. feel. it. standing. I backed off but he moved towards me again. I stoned and didn't know what to do -__- People are telling me I should've kicked his dick but uhh seriously........ Damn it la, okay forget it. It's history now HAHAHAHA

(okay woah. long story. sorry)

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Accompanied Eyna shopping today. It suck real bad cos she has the money and i don't. My heart aches hahahahaahah okay wtf. I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!

we have our ups and downs

p/s: Nis, ask me for our pictures if you want, hehe :)

Watched Diary Of A Wimpy Kid. It was more than average kinda funny (if you get what I mean) Laughed aloud as usual. The kid's brother in the movie is really cute! Irristable!!! HAHAHAHA. After movie walked around.... walk walk walk walk. We're not really good at planning. Left around 9.30pm.

boyfriend's mad at me, I think. Didn't reply to my message. Okay...... why? =/

off to bed before mum comes home and nag.

out.

I'm currently in a dilemma over what to wear. The time now is like almost 2.40pm. I have to get ready by 3+. Then head out to meet Nis, Arina and Ihsan. Hahahah I know. Okay back to what I should wear. Damn, I'm stressed out. I only got like less than 10freaking bucks. Mum took my pay -.- uhhhhhh hopefully she puts it in my bank account. I tried asking Bapak but he ignored. Asking Mum will be asking for trouble. I know all I'll get from her is, "Don't go out if you have no money." Seriously. Not helping.

Next Friday (which is good friday), uhmmmmmmm, vodka!!! With the usuals. Shafawi, Raf and Faidz. Haha, I promise I won't get drunk. HAHA.

Right got to go now. I'm still confused. WHAT SHOULD I WEAR????????

<3

Fuck.my.life?

Gonna be a short post. Hmm, school's fine. Got back my results slip. I'm suprised I actually failed only 1 subject, which is rather obvious what subject. Okay, I failed Maths. Not shocked. Expected it. But yeah, still kinda surprised. Hehehe. Happy lah. Finally got a decent grade for my art.

So today stayed back till 6 for the art remedial. Told you I'd start going for remedials already! (we'll see how long -_-) HAHAHAHA. Tomorrow = Maths remedial/geog remedial + ART!!!! Don't feel like going for art. I'll see how. If I can finish up my prepboards during lesson time then obviously NO.

By the way, fuck my life. Seriously. I fell down while walking back from school. Like as if the marks on my legs right now aren't enough. I slid down this little platform. It hurts like hell. Almost cried but no :) Now my legs are full with marks. Yay, not.

Okay crap, Glee's on now! Toodles <3



i'm the only one who complimented on this picture eh b. hahahaha :)

miss you baby♥

miss you.

Hi. How's school? FINE AS EVER! Not. The new timetable sucks. So not looking forward for P.E on Wednesday. Training for NAPHA test starts. I've decided to only do 2.4km run and not the 5 stations. Just hate it. I'll see my mood on that day. Gahhh sucks!!! Skipped art again today -.- Heh. I'll start going for it soon. I tried doing my art stuffs earlier but failed cos I was distracted. Going off soon to do my maths homework. Damn it, I got to start being serious or else my N Level = FAIL! Sad.

Today talked about our plan during june holidays. Decided that we couldn't wait for it and gonna have an earlier date, which is next Friday. Hmm, drink, can't wait. It's been so long. So yeah, hope everything goes well uh uh uh uh.

some things are on my mind that can't be said.

life's great by the way

Life's getting interesting lately. Unknown people messaging me, wanting to get to know me, out of the sudden. More drama. Funny stuff. People trying to find fault with Adam. Seriously. Are you not tired of asking the same thing everytime? HAHA.

Life's not that great when school reopens tomorrow
FUCK IT.

p/s: it's 6 in the morning now. good morning, i'm going to bed soon.

meet up with nis and shisha

We tried on heels. HEHE.



Met up with Nis♥ today. Met up at city hall first then roamed around because we had no idea what to do. Talked about a lot alot a lot of things. I guess we had to catch up on many things. Trained to Somerset, got frustrated because we had no money. Especially me uh. I went out with only 50cents HAHAHAHAH. What to do right? Anyway, thanks for treating me the mineral water -.- Hehehe. Hmmmmmm, "HAHK!" (joke) Parted around 6.

Met Eyna @ Bugis. Accompanied her to meet Ziq and Afi. Shisha uh again. Flavours = Watermelon and Apple. The apple no feeling uh. The watermelon like damn shiok ah at first. The more I suck it in, the more giddy I felt. It felt more like laughing gas uh -.- As time passes by, I really felt like sleeping and vomitting. Sweated like fuck, i don't know why. HAHAHA. Thanks eh Eyna, for wiping my sweat :) Rested and took a break for i don't know how long. Sent Eena back and then I vomitted RICE HAHAHAHAHAH. So nice! _|_ One lesson learnt: I should always eat first before drinking/going for shisha. Like seriously. Or else I'd vomit. Gahhhh.

Okay bye <3 It's 4+ in the morning.

the lovely bones

Hey hey. Went out with Hady today. Waited for him to get off from work, and while doing so, walked around Ion all by myself -.- Met him and went to get our tickets. Planned to watch The Lovely Bones but when we reached there, we wanted to watch Alice in Wonderland but (yes, BUT) we had no enough money. I just found out that 3D movies cost more. Oh well..... So went on with our original plan. We had 2 hours & 40 minutes to spare. Walked around, like pathetic fools uh, bcause both of us were basically broke. And we kept complaining about it all the way. HAHAHAHAH.

Ok I'm lazy to elaborate on some parts, so...... The movie was nice! Kinda love it.
Sad that we didn't take any pictures together. Forgot -____________-

Now having some sort of a conflict with b. Sighs sighs sighs sighs :( Things are getting interesting. People telling things. But i still love you k, Adam. Ok right good morning, it's 5 minutes to 7 in the morning and i'm about to go to sleep. HAHAH AWESOME.

picture with no motive that hady took -.-

prp

my eyebags totally kills.



Skipped Art remedial AGAIN today. I knew it from the start HAHAHAH okay no. Arina was supposed to call me up (step alarm cllock uh tu) but she ended up waking up late too. So yeah, be prepared to face the consequences when school starts -.- gahhhh. Been sleeping late, as usual when I'm over at eyna's place la, which is making my eyebags look worse.

I think i'm gonna sleep a little early today. Hope that i won't be late tomorrow. Kay, i'm still thinking bout something :( And yessah, my prepaid is no longer low :)))))))))

money pls?

Missed my art remedial for two times. If I don't go again tomorrow, I don't know what will happen. Getting my fingers crossed that I'll wake up on time and not ignore my alarm clock. HAHA. So right now I'm so stressed out. I don't know what to do. No money no nothing. And my prepaid's only left with less than $2. Fuck. I need to contact a lot of people so hahahahahaha damn. I'm meeting Hady either tomorrow or Friday. Kinda excited! It's been ages since I last met him! HAHAHAH so yeah. Other than that, nothing much happened these days. B and I had to entertain this crazy guy. HAHA joker.

okay bye. still stressed.

mistakes.

Trying not to think about stuffs too much. I just hope that things will get better soon? I really couldn't stop thinking about it. Gahhhh. I'm heading out soon. To Eyna's place. Sleeping over there again since I've got nothing to do at home anyway. Plans of going to Zirca is cancelled :(

Supposed to go for the maths remedial today morning. But.. oh well...... couldn't wake up HAHA. Tomorrow, wednesday and thursday = art remedials. Ahh damn it! I'll try to go. So..... i got to go now. Prepaid's low. Yay not.



AHJX♥

HAHAHAH.

N.

Maybe I'm in the wrong. I'm really sorry. I don't wanna lose you as a friend. I'm sorry if you're hurt or dissapointed by me. It isn't my intention. And on that night, we weren't even together yet. You're ignoring me, great. Reply me, please.

camp sucks.

Back from the camp (which felt like a real torture). Didn't even use the computer for a whole day yesterday. Got home, had my McSpicy and went to sleep till night.

The camp = tiring as hell. Even before the race started, there were already some conflicts happening and I felt cranky. So it started like this. We walked to the bus stop before the expressway and took bus 34 to Tampines. Alighted opposite Tampines Stadium and walked to Temasak Poly. But before that, we took a really long break at this block. Some rested, some blogged and others (like me) played the kite. Continued our jouney to TP. The weather wasn't helping. It was scorching hot _|_ It got worse when I fell down, causing bruises and whatever it is. Then walked to Ite Simei, which felt endless. This time, we were there for an even longer time. No sense of urgency at all huh? HAHAHAH but we don't care, i guess. Too tired.

Left for ECP after that. A few of them argued over having what to have for dinner. Seriously, it's just food. Get over it. Continued our journey. And hah what the fuck! Had to walk from Area C to Area G. So fucking far. Had to run towards the end. Wasn't easy at all. Our class could've gotten the 2nd place but well..... because of some people, nope. Ate our long awaited chicken rice and blabla.

Off we went to shower. We girls showered with only our bras and shorts on. While a couple...... took off their bras! Hahahahah it was so fun. Love my class la <3 Did some stuffs and went back to our tent. Didn't sleep at all. Made me feel like a zombie throughout the journey back to school. Found out that there's a blister on my left feet. EOS.

Ok pictures time........

I look so pale. HAHA damn it.

These are not all of the photos. The rest are on facebook, so bye.